Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Day 164: The Way

What is the way? Each should find their way. Find what works. Recently I was told I was being too provocative on Facebook - which has garnered me some attention I previously did not have - and that I should simply share naturally - well it is turns out it comes out naturally that way and my intention is not to be provocative but to do my part of doing that which is Best for All.

Because to express that way - my intention was to do my part in 'this reality becoming one that is best for All'.

Bernard Poolman  was provocative? What does it mean to be provocative? Should you be more provocative?

Provocative: Causing thought about interesting subjects

Provocative: Causing an angry reaction, usually intentionally

Definitely I am doing the first definition, and if someone gets angry - I am not meaning to do that intentionally - it is for them to process that anger and come through the other end with more understanding if they dare.

Common sense I am sharing on Facebook and what comes up when my intention is to do what is Best for All - period.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others think of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear other judging me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am less than anyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not ready to share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others might say if I speak up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  not see I am equal to All that exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself by not speaking up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't speak up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being left out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  fear not fitting in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not enough confident to speak up and stand up for myself and All.

Monday, September 21, 2020

Day 163: De-Pression

When I sleep too much then there is a sign of onset of depression - specially if I sleep during the day.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sleep too much - oversleep.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I cannot sleep too many hours or I will start to become depressed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it's ok to oversleep.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if I oversleep I might start to become depressed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I cannot evade from myself even if I oversleep.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that sleeping will not solve my problems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for comfort in oversleeping.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to keep oversleeping to not have to face myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is ok to oversleep.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not alone.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that sleeping will not solve anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be entertained by dreams instead of doing something practical instead of sleeping.