Day 206: Meaning

 What is the meaning of my life, your life, when all around the world there is suffering? To have meaning would be to do something about it that results in a world that is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot do anything to alleviate suffering in the world.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that first I have to alleviate suffering in myself before I can do anything about the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I am Here as breath I cannot direct myself to have Meaning

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have to work on myself first to be able to have Meaning

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that unless I give meaning to myself and my life, it doesn't have

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to give meaning to my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my life as meaningless without seeing, realizing and understanding that it is me that has to give meaning to my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can give meaning to my life through giving myself purpose

I commit myself to give myself purpose thus having a meaningful life

I commit myself to give myself the purpose of creating a world that is Best for All

I commit myself to remind myself that once I live the purpose of creating a world that is best for All, I will have Meaning and a meaningful Life.

Day 205: Everything is Possible

 We are creators, and I realized everything is possible. When I realized this I was more thinking about the world, how everything is possible in terms of having a world that is best for everyone that is living in it. 

Then I said to myself, wait a moment, if anything is possible for the world then it is the same for me too, in terms of who I can become and what I can do. Yes, there are physical constraints, but within it I can be and become so much more than what I previously thought I could.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the potential in myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if everything is possible for the world = it is possible for me too

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am indeed capable of change

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I am capable of much more than I can think of right now

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the capability of change in myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am the creator of myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that only because I don't see the capability of change in myself it doesn't mean it is not there

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I don't have to be the same always - as I have been in my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that until I am the same 'yesterday, today and tomorrow' I cannot be trusted

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to 'kill my old self'

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to purify myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that that I can purify myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the old adagio 'never change' that friends say to eachother

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am my own limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I change - I will not change

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that eventhough I might resist change it is merely an indicator that I am in the right path - how else would I know I am in the right path?

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that although change might not be easy it is also not easy to continue the same

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am my own limitations

I commit myself to live the word change in every breath in self correction until it is done and the world is changed to a version that is Best for all - from self change to world change