Day 227: Possibilities in this Life

The word 'death' popped up in TechnoTutor, and it made me think, that at death the BIG regret is POSSIBILITY - what I could have been and become in this life but I didn't, because the possibility was right there for me but I didn't take it, the possibility for me to be and become more within a world that can be and become more. 

In my life I have not gone for any real opportunity, over the years I have simply been skipping by, living by, without a real ambition for myself other than a wish for Equality in the world, but wishes never become real without hard work.

At points then it is easy to think about giving up when seeing not much that I can show for myself, but then the word Possibility comes up, as the possibility is still Great - more great than what I have achieved so far and that if I die this potential is lost.

If I have to remember one thing is that it is not what I have or am at the moment but what I can be and become in this one life I have been given, and since it can stop in any moment, to not waste a breath - but to invest it to being and becoming the best version of myself.

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Day 226: Positive Results & Open Oportunities

What does it look like like 'truly living'? Is there a formula for living to the fullest extent, to living to my utmost potential. Like a plant, that develops it's root systems before shooting up, I think that I should develop my roots as well, and that is the roots of knowing myself to then design myself to my fullest potential -- to become an effective human being, what are the things to have into consideration? My hability to process information that would be one thing to have into consideration, so to maximize my effectivity in this world I should have a high information processing hability, then put it into any field will yeld positive results. 

There is no much else to do, really, but to improve oneself. Because whatever I do, who is it doing it? Me -- this me is what I have to work on because ultimately it is what I will use to work on anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want new results without improving myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the obvious in the need of improving myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am here as breath no matter where in my developmental phase I am

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my stage of learning that I am without seeing realizing and understanding that I am where I need to be

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I am not anywhere else is because I didn't know better

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I am not anywhere else is because I couldn't do better

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I didn't have a real opportunity up until today - or if I had I didn't know how to use it - or if I did know I didn't use it - and if I didn't use it I don't judge myself or it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about past oportunities that are already dead without looking for Alive opportunities Today

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to look for open opportunities where I can go in and do the utmost use of them.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself that I have to prepare myself because only the prepared are presented with the opportunities. 

I commit myself to prepare myself so that I can walk any opportunity that opens up for myself.

I commit myself to develop myself so that I am prepared to jump in and walk into a new opportunity.

I commit myself to spend time in developing myself effectively with the tools I have available.

I commit myself to remind myself to develop myself daily.

I commit myself to let go of my self definition and instead create a new me in every moment.