Day 226: Positive Results & Open Oportunities

What does it look like like 'truly living'? Is there a formula for living to the fullest extent, to living to my utmost potential. Like a plant, that develops it's root systems before shooting up, I think that I should develop my roots as well, and that is the roots of knowing myself to then design myself to my fullest potential -- to become an effective human being, what are the things to have into consideration? My hability to process information that would be one thing to have into consideration, so to maximize my effectivity in this world I should have a high information processing hability, then put it into any field will yeld positive results. 

There is no much else to do, really, but to improve oneself. Because whatever I do, who is it doing it? Me -- this me is what I have to work on because ultimately it is what I will use to work on anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want new results without improving myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the obvious in the need of improving myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am here as breath no matter where in my developmental phase I am

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my stage of learning that I am without seeing realizing and understanding that I am where I need to be

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I am not anywhere else is because I didn't know better

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I am not anywhere else is because I couldn't do better

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I didn't have a real opportunity up until today - or if I had I didn't know how to use it - or if I did know I didn't use it - and if I didn't use it I don't judge myself or it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about past oportunities that are already dead without looking for Alive opportunities Today

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to look for open opportunities where I can go in and do the utmost use of them.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself that I have to prepare myself because only the prepared are presented with the opportunities. 

I commit myself to prepare myself so that I can walk any opportunity that opens up for myself.

I commit myself to develop myself so that I am prepared to jump in and walk into a new opportunity.

I commit myself to spend time in developing myself effectively with the tools I have available.

I commit myself to remind myself to develop myself daily.

I commit myself to let go of my self definition and instead create a new me in every moment.

Day 62: Valuing Myself Despite Everything

If I look at myself and my life I have 'fallen' many times. But it is not the many times I have fallen but the many times that I have stood up. I have had to start over many times, but it is not the many times I have had to start over but the fact that I am still on path. It doesn't matter that my path has been at times in circles but that I have found a way to stop them. It is not a matter of how long it has taken me to really start walking seriously but the fact that I am pushing daily to walk steadfast.

It is not time to look back in regret for the time I have lost, or entertain the thought of what if, who would I be now had I walked differently - but to learn from my mistakes and walk knowing where are my pitfalls, what do I need to do to not repeat the same mistakes again.

To learn from the past to not repeat the same mistakes, and never look back  - but forgive and let go.

In the past I waited for something that would make me change, now I don't wait anymore as I have already a lot of stuff to deal with and waiting will simply add more stuff making it more difficult to stand up for myself - so always, the best time to start is here now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain the thought of who would I be had I walked differently in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not value the fact that despite everything, I am still walking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that mistakes are there to learn from them and not repeat them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not value the fact that I have stood up for myself as many times as I have fallen.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see my strenght in being here walking despite everything that has happened in my life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use my strenght to reinforce myself daily to be stronger to walk effectively and push for change effectively.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and value myself as a force to be reckoned, for I have despite everything being able to be back, walking despite everything that has happened in my life.

I commit myself to let go of the past, and never look back, but instead walk daily effectively, pushing for self-change and self-improvement.

I commit myself to remind myself that I can be and become so much more if I apply my will to walk into changing myself effectively.

I commit myself to not wait for something to happen in order for me to change, but instead push for change daily no matter what.

I commit myself to start over the necessary times until I have it done, starting over every day if necessary, as every day is a new opportunity for change.

I commit myself to use every day as an opportunity for self-change and self improvement.