Day 156: Ready To Live

Who is in control of my life? Is it me? Or is it my fears? Recently I was asked what I wanted the most, and what I feared the most, to which I replied that I would like a hou

se with a garden and a swimming pool and that I didn't fear anything, to which further questioning came the fear of 'being without a job' the current job I have I don't like very much, but I hold onto it with this fear of not having a job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having a job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being in the streets.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being destitute.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to have to take any job to provide for myself.

This is ENOUGH

Time To Live

There arrives a time, when enough is enough. I want to do with my life whatever I want to do with my life. No excuses, no holding back.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not believe in myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to give me a chance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do enough for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to do the things that I want to do.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to express myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to start to Live.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be true to myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to have fun with myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to treat my body with respect.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to do what I really want to do.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let my creativity go/allow it to set free.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to loathe myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to do the things I want to do.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let my light shine through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to underestimate myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am my ultimate potential but I merely have to let it shine through if only I allow it to shine a little bit.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to do the things I want the most.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own self expression.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take care of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to create projects for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to believe in myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am separate from those that have success in their lives.