Day 246: New Chance/Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can’t run away from myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to value myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to respect myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will be eternally with myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that either I deal with the self I have become here or in the hereafter - but I will face all of myself inevitably

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to love myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase after feel good experiences

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself in order to not face myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not face myself as my past, but relive in constantly instead

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can’t face my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my past is stronger than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take myself for granted

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through my past/according to my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am is not what I do - or did

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have the power to face myself as my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not the experiences that I have lived

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I really am is Life, I am one and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live out patterns of abuse/self-abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I should honor myself as Life that I am - no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my life experiences

I commit myself to take responsibility for myself

I commit myself to investigate my past and release it with self-forgiveness

I commit myself to not stop until I am One and Equal as Life again

I commit myself to show myself that it is possible to change

I commit myself to remind myself to be gentle with myself yet firm

I commit myself to remind myself that I am capable of changing

 

Day 245: Addictions Help

Any and all addiction is self enslavement, sex, drugs, alcohol, you name it. What will stand, you or the addiction? Will you die an addict? Or a self-created being? Die well, my friend.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear if I let go of my addictions I will lose myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that my addictions do not help me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify as my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I will not have fun without my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be less if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be satisfied with my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it will be easier to just keep my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see my true potential

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that without my addictions I am still here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will not lose myself I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will lose my identity if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that without my addictions I am not enslaved

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that my addictions enslave me

I commit myself to let go of my addictions

I commit myself to identify every addiction and stop it

I commit myself to remind myself that addictions are self-enslavement

I commit myself to remind myself that there is nothing that I cannot do

I commit myself to remind myself that I am powerful and capable enough to stop every one and all of my addictions

I commit myself to show myself that I am stronger than my addictions

Day 244: Everything Explained Briefly

 

In the Universe this is how it is structured: A bunch of people/beings in ‘heaven’ and a bunch of people/beings on Earth, if you die you go to ‘heaven’ but it’s really not better unless you are in a very, very bad place on Earth, as without the physical it is not possible to 'birth oneself as Life in the physcal'. This all means that there is no God – only a bunch of people/beings – And we have to figure out how to establish Heaven on Earth. But even this All is Knowledge and Information – it really doesn’t matter but to realize we are all Equal and One – One and Equal as Life - and as such we should honor all forms of Life, and life is Here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a creator

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is a higher power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I see the common sense that no one will save me, I am in effect doomed in this life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have power as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that there is no one above or below

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that we are all the same

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all is Here as Me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the meaning of being Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not  see, realize and understand that I am in fact Here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that that I am not my thoughts, feelings or emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am in fact equal to everyone else

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to honor the fact that I am equal with everyone else by acting on it through establishing Equality on Earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is nothing to fear anywhere

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to  see that the potentiality of Life is not the same as Life in fact.