Day 236: Nothing Above or Below

 

There is nothing above or below, no greater being or lesser being - the only thing that is real is Equality - Equals as Life. Yet this is not lived on Earth, so we must make it so.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that there is no one above me or below me, only equals as Life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I am, as Life, equally an authority as Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand what it implies that there is no one above, or below but only equals

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am above others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am under others or less than others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am Equal as Life and should remind others that they are Equals to me as Life as well

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that life on Earth as it exists currently is an abomination - where Life is not honoured in each one as equals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe this realisation is useless.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that seeing that there is no one above or below myself means I have to take complete self responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take complete self responsibility for All Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take responsibility for myself as Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if there is no one above or below myself - I am everithing that exists then.

I commit myself to share the common sense perspective that we are all Life and there is no more or less Life in each of us - but to the extent that we honour it in others

I commit myself to remind myself that there is no one above myself, nor below myself - all Equals

Day 235: Money and Impassibility

When there is no money in the pockets, no food on the table, then we cry out at how this world is so unjust, while when we have more than enough money, there is the risk of slipping into impassibility, not caring so much as if the problems we are facing as humanity don't go with us, do not concern us. Right? Wrong. When the bubble of money is bursted then we will live with the weight of knowing we did not do all that we could to change the position of those without money in this world, while we still could - or we will join them -- our choice. Either we erradicate poverty or end up with the poor incapable of making the change - no one guarantees the shield that is money at the moment, and when it is gone, it is too late as in when you are homeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the risk of 'not caring' because I have money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to do all that I can to put into place systems so that everyone is supported so that I am supported too through every situation equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is very easy to end up homeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am one and equal to those that suffer here on earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to invest in myself so that I am my best self so that I can have an effect on my reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I have money I can turn a blind eye to the problem that is not having money in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am all that exists in this world, and that I am the homeless as well - as in any moment the tables can turn and I can end up homeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to turn a blind eye on the world when I have comfort due to having money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up on everything but yet want to retain the control of money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to not care about anything, yet make sure I have money.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the game of money of winners and losers costs almost uncountable lives every day, and should be fixed as it is a rigged game as well.

I commit myself to remind myself that having money is not to turn a blind eye to the problems of the world but to be able to work on solutions.

Day 234: Nothing Else Matters

But what I can live as an example. Showing what is possible. Being the change that I want to see in this world.

It is not about externalizing the change saying others must change, but about being the change itself, in how I live and my daily decisions that accumulate what is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failing at living.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that unless I am dead I can implement change in my daily living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to change instead of me changing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can be the change that I want to see in this world.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to apply myself to change myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to let go of the past in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can be and become so much more that I am in this moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put excuses as to why I cannot change apparently.

I forgive  myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a failure.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to give myself the opportunity to change.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am in fact always changing, but I have to make sure it is in the direction of What is Best, not backwards

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that every moment is an opportunity to grow and expand myself as well as diminish myself if I accept and allow that

I commit myself to support myself to become the best version of myself

I commit myself to be patient yet firm with myself