Day 213: Can't Unsee

 

Once I see something, I can't unsee it, no matter what excuses I might come up with, I already know and am aware of it. Even if I believe I will not have consequence for not acting on what I see, that is not true. For example a personal point that I need to direct, or something I know I have to do, it will be always there until I take action, and if I don't I will only be creating consequence for the delay.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is consequence for not taking action on what I see.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can unsee.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ignorance is bliss.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that once I see something I am no longer innocent and cannot claim I didn't know.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that taking responsibility for all that is me and all that I can see I can do is the way forward.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that taking action is the only way out of being miserable for not taking action.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have responsibility the moment I become aware of something.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to act on my awareness - i.e. to do what I know I have to walk.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I act on my awareness, knowledge without aplication is useless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hide from my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can go on without acting on my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that if I don't act on what I see as awareness I will have a miserable life because I know that I know.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my life sink into inactivity and stagnation by not acting on my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should act immediately on my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that there is no 'time' out there to do things but only the present moment/breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use procrastination and excuses to not act on what I see/my awareness.

I commit myself to act on my awareness, on what I see.

I commit myself to act on my awareness within what is best.

Day 181: The World in Our Mind

Bacteria in a Petri dish

 How do you imagine the world? Nowadays we are no more secluded in different countries, not knowing about eachother. With the internet we have come together, we are in this together, like a big circle where we are all in it. 

In my mind the world looks like a Petri dish, we are like a cult of bacteria - a circular Petri dish - at the moment some bacteria within the dish are thriving and some are struggling too much because apparently there is not enough Money for all. A Living Income Guaranteed, a form of Basic Income, would make that All in the world would thrive.

What would you do if the world was Best for All? What would you dedicate your time to? These are crucial questions. Because one day we will All be Equal, we are already Equal but not so in fact in regards to Money, where there has to be a baseline for everyone to thrive.

I have a vision, you can share it with me: A world where everyone is supported no matter what, since birth till death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an image in my head of the world like it is too big

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that we are all Equal in fact

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that we are all one big body, where each part of the body we have to take care of, not single parts alone as then it means that the body will become sick and eventually die

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to stand up for myself within the world, to make a stance with my sentences that is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that we are all connected

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not separated from everyone else, but in fact Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that we have to support everyone in this world, everyone deserves a dignified life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that we are in this together

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that in a wolrd that is Best for All it means that it is Best for me too

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is to difficult to sort this reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe inequality has to exist

I commit myself to show that the world can be Equal

I commit myself to remind myself that we are all Equal

I commit myself to remind myself that unless I stand up, nothing will change.

Day 43: The hand that helps

We can all be the hand that helps. The world population is 7,578,071,227 and counting, and we all deserve to have a fulfilling life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can be the helping hand that does what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can't do what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to be mad at the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to the extent of being able to change the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot make a difference in the world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot help out for world equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to the extent of believing that I cannot do anything to change the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am equal to those that have changed the world before me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others will try to put me down if I stand up for world Equality.