Day 248: Word Perfection - is it Liveable?

Recently I have been approached with this word, let's take a look at its definition

Perfection: 

- the state or quality of being perfect

- a person or thing considered to be perfect

- the action or process of improving something until it is faultless.

Let's take a look at the word Perfect:

- having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.

- absolute; complete (used for emphasis).

- make (something) completely free from faults or defects; make as good as possible.

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I like the one that says 'having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics'

It says 'having the required or desirable elements,...' So what would be those required or desirable elements to be 'Perfect' in this world?

To me, to be Perfect or live the world Perfection in this world - what comes to mind, is being someone that can 'move people' to action to change the world/system we live in currently. But maybe I am missing the point, because recently I saw I cannot 'make anyone change' so then I define the word Perfection as Self Perfection - the process of continually improving oneself - has no beginning, has no end(yet you can transcend the mind and get to the physical and recreate yourself in a minimum of 7 years, the 7 year Journey To Life). And if you say that that is perfection, then probably I can be one that lived this definition of Perfection to a tiny degree I would say from my perspective, as I have so much to walk such as redefine words for myself, do mind-constructs on many past issues, basically since the beginning of my existence up until now - plus all my future 'projections'. 

But hey, I am doing it in every moment as well, checking to not have desires, desire to change others - that one I started recently to apply- and it has been great - now practicing breathing. 

It is ongoing and has no end, the degree to what you can expand. I think I have to do so much on my past but now I cannot think of a specific point I have not visited with self forgiveness, so for example the point of my dog that had to be put down and I reacted to it so much, I have already forgiven myself for it but not with doing mind constructs - so maybe now is more time to redefine words, re-create myself.

I don't consider myself perfect in any way, shape or form (as per my old definition of perfection), and someone approached me with this word recently - so maybe I have some desirable elements or qualities that this person would like for himself -- and I think that is totally doable, that someone can do what they see in someone else - be an example.

I am very flattered and surprised if someone says I am 'perfect' in my application because I don't see myself as perfect - for example I have 'fallen' many times, but also get back up Every Time -- maybe because for myself I have set some other desirable elements, qualities and characteristics to have before I can start of thinking, if at all, of this word Perfect(ion) about  myself. 

One quality I would say I have is that I don't give up, I may postpone something but never give up - Even in my studies, I would not give up and kept enrolling year after year, so sometimes it is best to redirect oneself and not be hardheaded -- but giving up like 'I can't do that' - that is simply not true, if someone else has done it before, rest assured You can do it too, and if it has never been done before, know that Everything is Possible.

For me I would like to have the ability to be always aware of my breathe, of me breathing, no matter what - I think that is a form of perfection. This individual that approached me with the word Perfection has been able to achieve it in 10 years, to at every moment be aware of breath, even when talking, from the moment of waking up until sleep. I think it's great. Because at any point you are either breathing or in your mind - so to get out of the mind into the physical breathing is key. 

I have started today to practice being aware of my breathing and I see I have more confidence in myself for example when I am driving and I see a woman, before or if I am not breathing I have some reticence to look at her, like it is not allowed -- while I am breathing I can look, like naturally -- as we are designed go be aware of what is in front of us, not hide parts of reality. Also I am much more effective at any type of work or for example TT while aware of my breath.

I also want to say that I am single so maybe thats why I look at woman more lol

Enjoy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Perfection as someone that can 'move people' instead of someone that can 'move himself' to do what's Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Perfection is an idea I have.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to redefine the word Perfection for myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that redefining words is key

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to live up to the word Perfection by doing what I think a 'Perfect person' would do - instead of being myself and using common sense and the principle of what is Best for All to assess what to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do for myself what I want others to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind trying to make others do what I think must be done

I commit myself to do the things I think one must do - Walk what is Best for All at all times

I commit myself to make sure every penny I have is directed towards what is Best for All

I commit myself to in every breathe direct myself to do what is best for Me and thus for All, within the principle of what is Best for All

When, and as I see myself wanting to live an 'idea' of the word Perfection, I stop and I breathe, I realize and remind myself that Perfection is to live what is Best for All at all times, and that requires Self Honesty Self Forgiveness and Practical Application (A.K.A. The tools)

Day 247: Business/Sales part 1

 

When I think about sales I think about the times that I was a salesmen of soap for cars (or more foam spray) I sold very little. One time a guy with a bigger car looked at me and said '- Do I look like I clean my car? and I said 'No' and then he gave me a tip and told me to go buy icecream LOL

I also was working as a door to door salesman but it wasn't a product what we sold more a change of energy company.

Both selling jobs I quit without making a profit and my mother would tell me to stop selling stuff.

Then I can think about the time I was talking to a relative about Desteni and she seemed interested but later on I saw it wasn't the case, so I gave up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive I cannot sell or only sell very little

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive I don't have the ability to sell

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive that there is reward in giving up, like the icecream and the guy that didn't buy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link self deception with sales

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of salespeople as scams

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge salespeople as sleazy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business as difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see business as something only older people can do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I don't have the power to do a business/own a business/participate in a business

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a sale is something magical difficult to find instead of seeing it for what it is, something you create.

Day 246: New Chance/Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can’t run away from myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to value myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to respect myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will be eternally with myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that either I deal with the self I have become here or in the hereafter - but I will face all of myself inevitably

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to love myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase after feel good experiences

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself in order to not face myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not face myself as my past, but relive in constantly instead

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can’t face my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my past is stronger than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take myself for granted

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through my past/according to my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am is not what I do - or did

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have the power to face myself as my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not the experiences that I have lived

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I really am is Life, I am one and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live out patterns of abuse/self-abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I should honor myself as Life that I am - no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my life experiences

I commit myself to take responsibility for myself

I commit myself to investigate my past and release it with self-forgiveness

I commit myself to not stop until I am One and Equal as Life again

I commit myself to show myself that it is possible to change

I commit myself to remind myself to be gentle with myself yet firm

I commit myself to remind myself that I am capable of changing

 

Day 245: Addictions Help

Any and all addiction is self enslavement, sex, drugs, alcohol, you name it. What will stand, you or the addiction? Will you die an addict? Or a self-created being? Die well, my friend.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear if I let go of my addictions I will lose myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that my addictions do not help me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify as my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I will not have fun without my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be less if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be satisfied with my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it will be easier to just keep my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see my true potential

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that without my addictions I am still here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will not lose myself I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will lose my identity if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that without my addictions I am not enslaved

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that my addictions enslave me

I commit myself to let go of my addictions

I commit myself to identify every addiction and stop it

I commit myself to remind myself that addictions are self-enslavement

I commit myself to remind myself that there is nothing that I cannot do

I commit myself to remind myself that I am powerful and capable enough to stop every one and all of my addictions

I commit myself to show myself that I am stronger than my addictions

Day 244: Everything Explained Briefly

 

In the Universe this is how it is structured: A bunch of people/beings in ‘heaven’ and a bunch of people/beings on Earth, if you die you go to ‘heaven’ but it’s really not better unless you are in a very, very bad place on Earth, as without the physical it is not possible to 'birth oneself as Life in the physcal'. This all means that there is no God – only a bunch of people/beings – And we have to figure out how to establish Heaven on Earth. But even this All is Knowledge and Information – it really doesn’t matter but to realize we are all Equal and One – One and Equal as Life - and as such we should honor all forms of Life, and life is Here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a creator

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is a higher power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I see the common sense that no one will save me, I am in effect doomed in this life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have power as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that there is no one above or below

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that we are all the same

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all is Here as Me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the meaning of being Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not  see, realize and understand that I am in fact Here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that that I am not my thoughts, feelings or emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am in fact equal to everyone else

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to honor the fact that I am equal with everyone else by acting on it through establishing Equality on Earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is nothing to fear anywhere

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to  see that the potentiality of Life is not the same as Life in fact.

 

Day 243: General Self-Forgiveness I

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am Here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that at any given moment I can decide whether I will support myself or abuse myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I am breathing I am not Here present

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that all judgement is self-judgement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be famous

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am One and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I have the same vehicle as a human being as all other humans and thus the same capabilities or potentiality for expression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constrain my self expression by living in the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget who I am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use this opportunity as this one life to express myself as what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to  tell others how to live instead of living it myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost in desire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost in energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own self expression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am enough and don’t ‘need’ someone else to be allright

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to remove myself from this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is no other world or existence waiting for me elsewhere, but this one that requires correction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is a way or ways to do things and way or ways not to do them, and I have to choose wisely

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I change myself, nothing will change.

Day 242: Change is Difficult - Not Changing is Worse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe everything on Earth has to stop instead of seeing that I have to stop it within myself first.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to ‘say to others what to do’ instead of doing it myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to lead others instead of leading myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put responsibility outside of myself on others.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the only point that I can control is me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to accept responsibility for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that whether I die or not is irrelevant – but who I am within myself is relevant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give importance to me only instead of realizing I am not relevant at all unless I make myself relevant as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mis leaded by energy instead of me directing me at all times

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to become relevant as an individual – giving credit where credit is due

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am but a tiny particle in an ocean of particles and whether or not I realize myself is solely up to ME  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to do something/process instead of me doing all that I think one should do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project on others what I know I have to do instead of doing it myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘what I have to do’ as difficult instead of seeing realizing and understanding that it is only a judgement of self-sabotage, to not change and not stand as who I really am as Life.