Day 220: Addicted to the Pixel

 Energy, energy addicts - where will the next kick come from? Life seems so boring. But is this really what life is about? The next fix? It seems like then we are serving the energy god, giving it the next dose of energy, instead of living here unconditionally.

Porn is pixels on a screen - a square shaped trap for the modern man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life consists of highs and lows.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I stopp the energy patterns - they will continue to exist within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not energy.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not free as long as I participate in energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the square shaped pixel.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life should consist of highs and lows.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I become my own solution I will continue to be my own problem.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can free myself from the pixel.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am trapped by the pixel.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the bait in master bait - masturbate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't have to participate in energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I don't participate in energy = I will die.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that what seeks stimulation is the mind, I am feeding the mind, not myself as who I really am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I change my addicction to the pixel = I will continue to be enslaved by it.

I commit myself to stop my addiction to the pixel.