Day 127: Letting Go of Images as Women

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myeslf to look for specific patterns in women as what I like and don't like - without looking at the being-level

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let images override what is important as Who the being is and not external looks

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at women as 'trophies' where if I can 'get' a so-called 'good looking' woman then I have more self-worth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the looks of a woman that I am in a relationship with will give me self-worth - which is in fact not true

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed by media and porn into looking for specific patterns in woman without looking at Who the person is

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define beautiful on external looks

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that external looks are irrelevant - as it is not the true representation of the being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept nowadays beauty standards as true

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my interaction with women by judging them based on their appearance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that looks are really irrelevant - but Who the being is, that is relevant

Whenever I see that judge women based on looks, I stop and I breathe. I realize we do not choose our looks. Thus I commit myself to get to know the preson, to see Who the being is - disregarding looks deliberately

Whenever I see that I look at women as trophies, I stop and I breathe. I realize getting a partner is not a competition, where the one who gets a better looking female wins the competition. Thus I commit myself to stop my participation in the game to get a best looking female to instead look for the best being - one that I can be in a relationship of support with.