Day 248: Word Perfection - is it Liveable?

Recently I have been approached with this word, let's take a look at its definition

Perfection: 

- the state or quality of being perfect

- a person or thing considered to be perfect

- the action or process of improving something until it is faultless.

Let's take a look at the word Perfect:

- having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.

- absolute; complete (used for emphasis).

- make (something) completely free from faults or defects; make as good as possible.

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I like the one that says 'having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics'

It says 'having the required or desirable elements,...' So what would be those required or desirable elements to be 'Perfect' in this world?

To me, to be Perfect or live the world Perfection in this world - what comes to mind, is being someone that can 'move people' to action to change the world/system we live in currently. But maybe I am missing the point, because recently I saw I cannot 'make anyone change' so then I define the word Perfection as Self Perfection - the process of continually improving oneself - has no beginning, has no end(yet you can transcend the mind and get to the physical and recreate yourself in a minimum of 7 years, the 7 year Journey To Life). And if you say that that is perfection, then probably I can be one that lived this definition of Perfection to a tiny degree I would say from my perspective, as I have so much to walk such as redefine words for myself, do mind-constructs on many past issues, basically since the beginning of my existence up until now - plus all my future 'projections'. 

But hey, I am doing it in every moment as well, checking to not have desires, desire to change others - that one I started recently to apply- and it has been great - now practicing breathing. 

It is ongoing and has no end, the degree to what you can expand. I think I have to do so much on my past but now I cannot think of a specific point I have not visited with self forgiveness, so for example the point of my dog that had to be put down and I reacted to it so much, I have already forgiven myself for it but not with doing mind constructs - so maybe now is more time to redefine words, re-create myself.

I don't consider myself perfect in any way, shape or form (as per my old definition of perfection), and someone approached me with this word recently - so maybe I have some desirable elements or qualities that this person would like for himself -- and I think that is totally doable, that someone can do what they see in someone else - be an example.

I am very flattered and surprised if someone says I am 'perfect' in my application because I don't see myself as perfect - for example I have 'fallen' many times, but also get back up Every Time -- maybe because for myself I have set some other desirable elements, qualities and characteristics to have before I can start of thinking, if at all, of this word Perfect(ion) about  myself. 

One quality I would say I have is that I don't give up, I may postpone something but never give up - Even in my studies, I would not give up and kept enrolling year after year, so sometimes it is best to redirect oneself and not be hardheaded -- but giving up like 'I can't do that' - that is simply not true, if someone else has done it before, rest assured You can do it too, and if it has never been done before, know that Everything is Possible.

For me I would like to have the ability to be always aware of my breathe, of me breathing, no matter what - I think that is a form of perfection. This individual that approached me with the word Perfection has been able to achieve it in 10 years, to at every moment be aware of breath, even when talking, from the moment of waking up until sleep. I think it's great. Because at any point you are either breathing or in your mind - so to get out of the mind into the physical breathing is key. 

I have started today to practice being aware of my breathing and I see I have more confidence in myself for example when I am driving and I see a woman, before or if I am not breathing I have some reticence to look at her, like it is not allowed -- while I am breathing I can look, like naturally -- as we are designed go be aware of what is in front of us, not hide parts of reality. Also I am much more effective at any type of work or for example TT while aware of my breath.

I also want to say that I am single so maybe thats why I look at woman more lol

Enjoy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Perfection as someone that can 'move people' instead of someone that can 'move himself' to do what's Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Perfection is an idea I have.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to redefine the word Perfection for myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that redefining words is key

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to live up to the word Perfection by doing what I think a 'Perfect person' would do - instead of being myself and using common sense and the principle of what is Best for All to assess what to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do for myself what I want others to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind trying to make others do what I think must be done

I commit myself to do the things I think one must do - Walk what is Best for All at all times

I commit myself to make sure every penny I have is directed towards what is Best for All

I commit myself to in every breathe direct myself to do what is best for Me and thus for All, within the principle of what is Best for All

When, and as I see myself wanting to live an 'idea' of the word Perfection, I stop and I breathe, I realize and remind myself that Perfection is to live what is Best for All at all times, and that requires Self Honesty Self Forgiveness and Practical Application (A.K.A. The tools)

Day 247: Business/Sales part 1

 

When I think about sales I think about the times that I was a salesmen of soap for cars (or more foam spray) I sold very little. One time a guy with a bigger car looked at me and said '- Do I look like I clean my car? and I said 'No' and then he gave me a tip and told me to go buy icecream LOL

I also was working as a door to door salesman but it wasn't a product what we sold more a change of energy company.

Both selling jobs I quit without making a profit and my mother would tell me to stop selling stuff.

Then I can think about the time I was talking to a relative about Desteni and she seemed interested but later on I saw it wasn't the case, so I gave up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive I cannot sell or only sell very little

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive I don't have the ability to sell

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive that there is reward in giving up, like the icecream and the guy that didn't buy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link self deception with sales

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of salespeople as scams

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge salespeople as sleazy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge business as difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see business as something only older people can do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I don't have the power to do a business/own a business/participate in a business

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a sale is something magical difficult to find instead of seeing it for what it is, something you create.

Day 246: New Chance/Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can’t run away from myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to value myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to respect myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will be eternally with myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that either I deal with the self I have become here or in the hereafter - but I will face all of myself inevitably

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to love myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase after feel good experiences

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself in order to not face myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not face myself as my past, but relive in constantly instead

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can’t face my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my past is stronger than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take myself for granted

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through my past/according to my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am is not what I do - or did

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have the power to face myself as my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not my past

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not the experiences that I have lived

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I really am is Life, I am one and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live out patterns of abuse/self-abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I should honor myself as Life that I am - no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my life experiences

I commit myself to take responsibility for myself

I commit myself to investigate my past and release it with self-forgiveness

I commit myself to not stop until I am One and Equal as Life again

I commit myself to show myself that it is possible to change

I commit myself to remind myself to be gentle with myself yet firm

I commit myself to remind myself that I am capable of changing

 

Day 245: Addictions Help

Any and all addiction is self enslavement, sex, drugs, alcohol, you name it. What will stand, you or the addiction? Will you die an addict? Or a self-created being? Die well, my friend.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear if I let go of my addictions I will lose myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that my addictions do not help me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify as my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I will not have fun without my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be less if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be satisfied with my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it will be easier to just keep my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see my true potential

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that without my addictions I am still here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I will not lose myself I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will lose my identity if I stop my addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that without my addictions I am not enslaved

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that my addictions enslave me

I commit myself to let go of my addictions

I commit myself to identify every addiction and stop it

I commit myself to remind myself that addictions are self-enslavement

I commit myself to remind myself that there is nothing that I cannot do

I commit myself to remind myself that I am powerful and capable enough to stop every one and all of my addictions

I commit myself to show myself that I am stronger than my addictions

Day 244: Everything Explained Briefly

 

In the Universe this is how it is structured: A bunch of people/beings in ‘heaven’ and a bunch of people/beings on Earth, if you die you go to ‘heaven’ but it’s really not better unless you are in a very, very bad place on Earth, as without the physical it is not possible to 'birth oneself as Life in the physcal'. This all means that there is no God – only a bunch of people/beings – And we have to figure out how to establish Heaven on Earth. But even this All is Knowledge and Information – it really doesn’t matter but to realize we are all Equal and One – One and Equal as Life - and as such we should honor all forms of Life, and life is Here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a creator

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is a higher power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I see the common sense that no one will save me, I am in effect doomed in this life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have power as an Equal

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that there is no one above or below

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that we are all the same

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all is Here as Me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the meaning of being Equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not  see, realize and understand that I am in fact Here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that that I am not my thoughts, feelings or emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am in fact equal to everyone else

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to honor the fact that I am equal with everyone else by acting on it through establishing Equality on Earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is nothing to fear anywhere

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to  see that the potentiality of Life is not the same as Life in fact.

 

Day 243: General Self-Forgiveness I

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am Here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that at any given moment I can decide whether I will support myself or abuse myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I am breathing I am not Here present

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that all judgement is self-judgement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be famous

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am One and Equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I have the same vehicle as a human being as all other humans and thus the same capabilities or potentiality for expression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constrain my self expression by living in the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget who I am

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use this opportunity as this one life to express myself as what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to  tell others how to live instead of living it myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost in desire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get lost in energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own self expression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am enough and don’t ‘need’ someone else to be allright

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to remove myself from this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is no other world or existence waiting for me elsewhere, but this one that requires correction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is a way or ways to do things and way or ways not to do them, and I have to choose wisely

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I change myself, nothing will change.

Day 242: Change is Difficult - Not Changing is Worse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe everything on Earth has to stop instead of seeing that I have to stop it within myself first.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to ‘say to others what to do’ instead of doing it myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to lead others instead of leading myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put responsibility outside of myself on others.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the only point that I can control is me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to accept responsibility for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that whether I die or not is irrelevant – but who I am within myself is relevant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give importance to me only instead of realizing I am not relevant at all unless I make myself relevant as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mis leaded by energy instead of me directing me at all times

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to become relevant as an individual – giving credit where credit is due

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am but a tiny particle in an ocean of particles and whether or not I realize myself is solely up to ME  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to do something/process instead of me doing all that I think one should do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project on others what I know I have to do instead of doing it myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘what I have to do’ as difficult instead of seeing realizing and understanding that it is only a judgement of self-sabotage, to not change and not stand as who I really am as Life.

Day 241: Limitations

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that limitation is only possible if I accept and allow it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that limitation in any area of life is always accepted and allowed by me for it to exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that limitations can be stopped

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it is up to me how long I accept and allow limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am my limitations

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to believe my limitations are real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I walk through my limitations - I will not see they are not real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self-sabotage myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I am the directive principle on my creative force, something else will

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to question my limitations

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to stop all my limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up in front of challenges

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that unless I stop all limitations including giving up I will not find out the best version of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that all distraction from overcoming my limitations are limitations.

Day 240: Not Give Up

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear ‘appearing brainwashed’ to other people when in fact virtually everyone is brainwashed to accept the system of money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is inevitable to be criticized when one stands up

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that those that criticize me as cultish is because they have a cult of their own to defend and thus point fingers in fear of their cult being finished by the cult of Life, the only valid cultUre

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it doesn’t matter how I look to others but if in fact I am standing as what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to live in self-interest, have fun and forget about everything else

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the massive suffering of massive amounts of life forms from my statement of wanting to live in self-interest – and my inevitable finish at death

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I can’t really have fun or real fun while millions suffer if I am not directing the points necessary

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the fact that I don’t ‘feel’ the suffering of others doesn’t mean I can accept bliss while others suffer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how all deception is self-deception

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that all distraction is self-distraction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that self-dishonesty as self-deception and self-distraction is unacceptable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to participate in energy

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that energy is of the mind and makes it stronger, while breath brings me Here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be Here as Breath in every moment of Breath

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am not here to chase energy experiences but to stand up for All Life/sort out this reality of Abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to momentarily ‘get lost’ in experiences and not direct myself to birth myself in the physical

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself that I can do this in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the option to give up is in every moment of breath, as is the option to Not give up

Day 239: Do You Need Motivation or Change?

Lao Tzu

A few days ago I quit a relationship that had being going on for about two years and was long distance - now I am writing more and doing more vlogs - this shows me I was not in a good position but compromising myself because I withheld from supporting myself and others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need motivation to do what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I can move myself because of Who I Am

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to fear others out casting me if I make blogs and vlogs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I am not effective in sharing blogs and vlogs I have to investigate why and apply changes accordingly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my relationships if I do more vlogs and blogs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself through my relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I stand up for myself no one can do it for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that whoever in my relationships doesn’t agree with what I say in my blogs and vlogs or goes against it, there is no point to keep them any longer as they are in fact against all Life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I should be grateful if someone speaks up and says they are against what I say – as then I can share some common sense

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying being unknown

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be infamous for sharing the best one can ever share

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is not about being known or unknow but about leaving behind proof of one’s journey so that the next person can have a roadmap of what to expect when walking a lifetime regardless if one makes it or not

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not making it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself to walk regardless of outcome

 

Day 238: Achilles Heel

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an Achilles heel, points where I fall

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the points where I fall are self interest points, to not have to change, in self interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't investigate and correct the points where I fall - I am accepting and allowing their continuation - thus being responsible for their existence and thus I cannot claim I am powerless and hopeless but am responsible at all times

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the point where I fall to affect what I do, instead of dusting myself off and keep walking

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can remediate all the points where I fail/fall by utilising the tools available of self forgiveness, self honesty and practical application

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I perfect myself by finding and doing what works to make it work, it will not work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept defeat

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am cannot be defeated

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that 'accepting defeat' is self interest in fact, as is giving up because I can stand up for myself at any point, no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that delay and procrastination is in fact self interest, because who I am does not wait in the face of abuse existent in this world - but acts immedately, and all acts of delay and procrastination are in fact self interest because I want to live an experience in spite of all other Life Here suffering - so in doing this delay and procrastination I abdicate my right to Life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that only me/I am responsible for accepting failure but it is not who I really am - as who I really am as Life never fails/How can Life fail?

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am so powerful that I can even wipe myself out, or birth myself as Life - I have the choice and in alignment with who I am as Life I can only choose what is Best for All Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I will be faced with the same situations to see if I stand as what is Best for All - for eternity - Will I be Life in fact or not?

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it is not only about knowing what to do but walking what I know

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if I need a reason to do what is Best, I can find it in all Life to come live in this planet after me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes instead of realising that if I make a mistake I just 'take another take'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am anything less than Life in fact -- and if I see that I am not Life yet I will not waste one breath until birthing myself as Life in fact and until All Life is honoured equally.

Day 237: Writing myself to Life - Righting Myself to Life

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I write myself to Life I do not right myself to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief I don't have anything to share or talk about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the countless issues humans face that I can talk about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that every day that I write counts.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that 'just living' is in fact accepting and allowing the abuse on Earth to continue on a massive scale.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that 'just living' is 'just abusing' in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have a voice and two hands and I should use them to do what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I do something, nothing will happen in my life that could have benefitted others and in turn others in a chain reaction of change.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the potential and power of chain reactions of self-change - where others change from your change to the next person and next person.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I do NOT stand up for myself as what is Best for All = many will not stand up as well because of ME.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that unless I stand up for change = I am supporting abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and undersand that the pursuit of happiness is in fact self interest as ego and while one can create a fulfilling life for oneself that must include standing up for what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to be 'ready' to stand up for myself when in fact it is just an excuse as one can stand up for oneself at any one single breath.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to utilize the tools of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and practical application in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not alone in this reality and that I should support all other forms of Life until All Life is supported Equally.