Thursday, May 25, 2017
Day 26: Gas explosion
So this is to show how I can't rush and do a lot of things at the same time as things will literally explode - lol -.
I tried to do lots of things at the same time without finishing the previous ones, for example the microwave was beeping because the meal was ready but I was not there to stop it. Then I was half undressed and went to change the gas source. I went to change the gas source without stopping the running water. The explosion caught me with my pants down - lol.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to start many things without finishing them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be uncareful with the gas heater when I was rushing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not finish the things I started when rushing.
Whenever I see that I am in a rush, I start and finish things as much as possible and do perilous things carefully such as gas stuff.
Whenever I see that I am in a rush I stop and I breathe. I try to start and finish tasks so I don't have many things running at once that I can't handle.
I commit myself to organize myself to do the tasks when I am in a rush so that I am not 'all over the place' and don't risk myself or others integrity.